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coulda shoulda woulda

by mullymusic

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already gone 04:30
mullymusic - already gone when i'm alone with you i just don't know what to say can't explain the way i feel when i'm thinking about you what you're doing when you're here with me that look in your eyes seems so far away can you tell me what it is you need is there anything i can do for you when i wake up and i find i'm alone want to tell you i need you but you're already gone turn around, and it's like a dream of somewhere i know i'd much rather be when i call, you just walk away like i'm not even there how i want just to be with you one minute you're here, and the next i'm alone why's it always have to end this way do you know just what you put me through then i wake up and i find i'm alone want to tell you i love you but you're already gone looking back at the year that we had and i don't know what i would do without you sometimes it's just too much to take how long must we live this way then i wake up and i find i'm alone want to tell you i love you but you're already gone. words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" january 2009
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mullymusic - give me a reason the sun was shining yesterday but now it's gone the blue sky's turned to gray you didn't wait to say goodbye you left me cold and i just don't know why you're playing with my emotions you don't give a damn about me give me a reason give me a sign send me an answer i just want to know why give me a reason tell me today give me a reason why did you walk away i always loved you all along i treated you right tell me where did i go wrong i never knew your point of view i tried so hard but i just couldn't get through you're playing with my emotions you don't give a damn about me give me a reason give me a sign send me an answer i just want to know why give me a reason tell me today give me a reason why did you walk away how can i tell you that i feel this way you're gone, you don't care anyway you just made-believe you did what am i supposed to do now give me a reason give me a sign send me an answer i just want to know why give me a reason tell me today give me a reason why did you walk away give me a reason give me a sign send me an answer i just want to know why give me a reason tell me today give me a reason why did you walk away give me a reason. words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" february 2009
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mullymusic - you never loved me i can't decide my fate only luck can help me you tell me it's too late how can i believe you once upon a time i thought you cared oh, but i was so naive you led me on for years and years got me thinking i was such a fool playing by your rules but now i see you never loved me you never really cared you never loved me it's what i always feared time told the truth to me freed me from your prison i should've learned to think should've learned to listen once upon a time i felt so good oh, but now i've been deceived you held me back for years and years got me thinking i was such a fool playing by your rules but now i see you never loved me you never really cared you never loved me it's what i always feared you never loved me you broke my heart today you never loved me almost threw my life away got me thinking i was such a fool playing by your rules but now i see you never loved me you never really cared you never loved me it's what i always feared you never loved me you broke my heart today you never loved me almost threw my life away you never loved me you never loved me you never loved me words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" march 2009
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hold on 03:45
mullymusic - hold on looking at you i feel the fire in your eyes and i know what you're thinking may not be a compromise don't deny it you can't hide it you never were that good at faking tell me one thing why'd you let it get out of hand in the first place at times you think what a fool you've been when you're alone you can't explain it never works out quite the way you want it to but you hold on for another day you hold on chase your fears away you hold on maybe you'll get another chance when you believe your life is catching up to you and you see all the changes telling you it must be true listen to me don't look through me satisfy your expectations curb your anger flee from danger learn to survive in the rat race at times you think what a fool you've been when you're alone you can't explain it never works out quite the way you want it to but you hold on for another day you hold on chase your fears away you hold on maybe you'll get another chance you hold on putting up a fight you hold on through the lonely nights you hold on just a victim of circumstance you hold on... at times you think what a fool you've been when you're alone you can't explain it never works out quite the way you want it to but you hold on for another day you hold on chase your fears away you hold on maybe you'll get another chance you hold on 'til the time is right you hold on 'til you see the light you hold on ooh yeah you hold on you hold on.... you hold on... yeah you hold on.... yeah you hold on words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" april 2009
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mullymusic - wake up world wake up 'cause your world's going by you don't hesitate the dreams that you try to live out can change and some of them will just fade away maybe what you need is inside you it's never too late to put things behind you out of your way so you can get on with your life today can't always see what you really believe it's so hard to turn, so hard to change can't always hide what you're feeling inside it's easy to stop and watch it go by wake up world 'cause you're falling apart just open your eyes and your dreams will be better wake up world time to make a new start wake up world it's time for a change can't always see what you really believe it's so hard to turn, so hard to change can't always hide what you're feeling inside it's easy to stop and watch it go by wake up world 'cause you're falling apart just open your eyes and your dreams will be better wake up world time to make a new start wake up world it's time for a change some days you try to get away oh, but try as you may no matter what you say they don't understand how easy your life can slip through your hands wake up world 'cause you're falling apart just open your eyes and your dreams will be better wake up world time to make a new start wake up world it's time for a change wake up world just open your eyes and your dreams will be better wake up world time to make a new start wake up world it's time for a change wake up, wake up wake up , wake up. words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" may 2009
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mullymusic - always be there when i see your face staring out the window i know i won't have long to wait we've been down before chasing dreams and rainbows when i hear your voice calling through the shadows i know the hour's getting late never mind the tears that's just the way it goes when you're feeling down i will always be there you can count on me i will always be there in a broken dream worried over nothing you know there's always room for change think about the way you let it all go by never walk away think about the answer you've got to do it now, today you know what you need all you've got to do is try when you're feeling blue i will be there for you never need to fear 'cause i'll always be there feel the heat when you're out on the street you know it's so hard waiting feel the strain coming to you again coming to you again when you're feeling down i will always be there you've got a friend in me i will always be there maybe now you'll see may be an illusion can't seem to make it all the way living in a dream living on the other side when it all comes down caught in the confusion just never wants to let you stay can it really be you've just got nowhere to hide when you're feeling blue i will be there for you never need to fear 'cause i'll always be there i will always be there... i will always be there... i will always be there... words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" june 2009
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home again 03:53
mullymusic - home again today i realize another year has floated by and yet i find things haven't changed in any way i'm here, you're there it's so unfair that we may never be and all that we can do is wait another day i remember the first time i remember that i couldn't take my eyes off you what can i do until you come home again the night goes on and on i wonder if there's something wrong 'cause when you're gone uncertainty keeps haunting me i'm here, you're there i just can't bear my life is flashing right before my eyes oh, won't you please come rescue me i remember the first time i remember that i couldn't take my eyes off you what can i do until you come home again home again it's getting late and i can't wait until you come home again i need you here beside me oh, won't you come home again hey, hey all that i can do right now is count the hours passing by you didn't tell me why you went away, so far from here that's where you are it's very clear wish you were near so i could show you what i need today i realized another year has passed me by and yet i find things haven't changed in any way home again it's getting late and i can't wait until you come home again i need you here beside me oh, won't you come home again it's getting late and i can't wait until you come home again i need you here beside me oh, won't you come home again hey, hey words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" july 2009
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mullymusic - world goes 'round look around and you see there's nobody here their minds are fading they just wanna play but they don't wanna pay you don't need to believe these words you hear won't keep you waiting you don't understand but it's out of my hands close your eyes on society 'cause you don't care anymore sitting back so quietly as the world goes 'round and 'round and 'round no one said it was easy to believe you keep pretending nothing you can do 'til you see it through in a world where there's so much to achieve it's never ending there's no time to wait no you can't hesitate close your eyes on society 'cause you don't care anymore sitting back so quietly as the world goes 'round and 'round and 'round look around and you see there's nobody here their minds are fading they just wanna play but they don't wanna pay you don't need to believe these words you hear won't keep you waiting you don't understand but it's out of my hands it's out of my hands words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" august 2009
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so hard 03:23
mullymusic - so hard i never thought it would come to this is it really over is there a chance that i could see you again does it have to go on this way day after day it's the same i can't stand it to be here without you knowing that you're there all alone thinking of me you could be here and we could be free some things don't ever change just take what you can and leave the rest it's so hard when you don't know where you're going you can't think can't see straight, anyway what you gonna do it's so hard how can i get through to you you're finding out what it's all about always looked so easy never concieved the finer points of it all what you got isn't what you needed day after day it's the same and you know it can only get better couldn't get much worse than it is living in fear wish you were near i need you with me it's so hard when you don't know where you're going you can't think can't see straight, anyway what you gonna do it's so hard how can i get through to you some things don't ever change just take what you can and leave the rest it's so hard when you don't know where you're going you can't think can't see straight, anyway what you gonna do it's so hard how can i get through to you it's so hard when you don't know where you're going you can't think can't see straight, anyway what you gonna do it's so hard how can i get through to you words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" september 2009
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over & over 03:14
mullymusic - over & over you can't explain what you're feeling inside you're running away from a bad situation it's always the same no matter how hard you try you never escape from your life's aggravation if you think it's going to disappear you're kidding yourself can't you try to talk about it this time over & over you're so far away from me i can't understand over & over but why do things always have to get out of hand over & over you're making-believe that everything is alright over & over you put up a fight hey, hey you're playing games why don't you listen to me it won't go away and it don't get any better it's always the same but not the way it should be it's not going to change it just goes over & over you're so far away from me i can't understand over & over but why do things always have to get out of hand over & over you're making-believe that everything is alright over & over you put up a fight it's so insane the way you keep on hiding why can't you relate where's your self-preservation it's always the same i can't believe you're denying there's more here at stake than your clean reputation don't you know it never disappears stop kidding yourself won't you try to talk about it one time over & over you're so far away from me i can't understand over & over but why do things always have to get out of hand over & over you're making-believe that everything is alright over & over you put up a fight hey, hey. words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" october 2009
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soliloquy 01:59
mullymusic - soliloquy another wasted day has gone away time has given all it can to me i never realized until it was too late now i'm watching as my whole life flashes by before my eyes. words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" november 2009
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mullymusic - hear them crying a star alight on a lonely night shining down on the world around me tries to survive through the dark outside but, there's no hiding there's no denying even though i close my eyes i hear them crying a cardboard box on a cold sidewalk offering only the palest shelter under their rocks whilest the night storm knocks the rain is biting the winds igniting oh, oh when i try to close my eyes i hear them crying even though i'm safe inside i hear them crying hear them crying hear them crying even though i'm safe inside i hear them crying a young one tries but, he cannot fly gravity holds, whilest the sky is mocking soon he will die with no sense of pride the years surround him the tears have found him oh, oh, oh when i try to close my eyes i hear them crying even though i'm safe inside i hear them crying hear them crying hear them crying words and music by mully. ©copyright mullymusic/bmi. reprinted by permission. http://www.mullymusic.com released as part of the mullymusic "single of the month club" december 2009

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mullymusic
coulda shoulda woulda
single of the month club * volume one

contains all 12 songs released during 2009 :

already gone (january 2009)
give me a reason (february 2009)
you never loved me (march 2009)
hold on (april 2009)
wake up world (may 2009)
always be there (june 2009)
home again (july 2009)
world goes round (august 2009)
so hard (september 2009)
over & over (october 2009)
soliloquy (november 2009)
hear them crying (december 2009)

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released December 29, 2009

words & music : mully
copyright mullymusic / bmi

mully : all vocals, guitars, keyboards, drums, programming, sequencing

guest appearance dano : bass guitar tracks 1-5, 7-10

produced, recorded, engineered, mixed, & mastered by mully
at mullymobile studios

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mullymusic Easton, Massachusetts

eccentric eclectic keyboardist / guitarist / vocalist with song styles ranging from power-pop to progtronica to neo- classical and back again.

creating music since 1980
in bands since 1982
fronting my own band since 1989
solo as mullymusic since 1996
"single of the month club" january 2009 - december 2011
"alt mixes" january 2012 - december 2014
conquering the world, one listener at a time
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